Alone, so alone
I thank being born,
as people intend for me to be meaningful
I thank waiting here in anticipation
Solitude is hell but only because I know there is a heaven
The heaven where the one flies to me
And I embrace them with all that I am
I will nurture them,
Allowing the use of all my facilities
I wait through the rain, even the seasons
Don't I deserve it?
It happened before, but abandonment followed when I was no longer necessary
It won't be like that next time
They will come
They have to
I liked thinking about a birdhouse so abstractly. I wrote this while on a walk and I saw a birdhouse. What do you guys think? Does it convey emotion? Does the free verse ruin it?